The sound of trees swaying bak and forward viciously, as if rdy to prounce. I know i shudnt b scared or affraid, i’m safely hidden in a hard thick shell, unmoved by the vicious war outdoors. Yes i am safe but yet still so afraid, knowing my prince is no where near, for he wont speak to a wrench like me. But all i want is to hold him near!
I dnt deserve my prince charming, for he is far to brave and b8r off without a poor lil wrench like me, but how i love him so! I know he does too, but this wrench is nothing but a skrew up and deserves all that has been done to her. She deserves no love from this prince, she shall grow old and die alone, for all the bad shes gone thru, she dnt deserve the happiness prince brought her. She shall only hold the memories tight and near, and release her prince to find a deserving princess. Although it will sadden her to let go, knowing he will b happier & less stressed with another wud b alil comforting. For she has lost the war in her fragile self, as the trees where no match for the wind.

Just gotta keep my head held up high, & act like ur words don’t bother me one bit! Cuz all yooh bitches & rumors, their nothing but lies & jelous :b ha I only. Know the truth & if I act like u dnt faze me then myb everything will go away & we can go bak 2 being wat we r, & I rlly hate how u dony believe my feelings r true towards yooh. Trust & communication r gr8 keys 2 any relationship, we mostly got the communcation dwm, & I trust u without a doubt, but u dnt trust me. As time passes I only hope 2 grow stronger together & not fall apart. Your one of the gr8est/best things 2 happen 2 me, & when/if it comes dwn 2 it, imma gi,ve it my all & put up a fight 2 keep us as one!

So how do I know u mean so much to me? Because in the multiple almost breakups we had, I fought & gave It my all, & actually spoke up 2 my feelings towards u. If it was anyone else but u, I wud’ve not tried 2 get our relationship bak during that 1st disagreement….don’t u know by now my feelings for yooh r strong, stronger that they cud ever be….but yet u still try to find reasons/excuses for not letting us be….plz just go with it, just this once I know I won’t disapoint yooh. I wanna give it my all, & just take the leap & I did, can u take the leap with me? Sumtimes I wonder if relationships r supposed 2b so much work…theirs always sumthing that u have 2 find & I try 2 fix it…but wat if I’m too warn out of fixing things, its supposed 2b 50/50. My feelings for yooh r strong, how r ur feelings for me? Yooh say all these things & I wanna believe yooh & a big part of me does, but I guess time will tell….I hate how u make me go crazay :b lolz but I know I can drive u crazay too, I just wanna work thru watever comes our way 2gether, just nothing but positivity rite now(: just be happy babe & stop finding sumthing wrong plz & thank yooh!